A DOWN DAY

Today is not a good day, a lonesome day. I can't put my finger on it but I feel realy low.


I never thought one of my kids could make me so unhappy.


We got to watching this movie called. The long way Home an old man who felt like he didn't belong anywhere,kids made him sell his home after their mother died, do away with his wood work shop so he ran away. That is the way I feel today. Just would like to run away and never look back.

Then we begin watching Annie's Point and she was a old woman who her son wanted her to move in closer in an apartment with not much to do. She said this is my home, I don't want to leave it. So she got her grand daughter and ran away going to Annie's point to release the ashes of her husband. This was their favorite spot. It was just as beautiful as when she last seen it.

Every time she talked to her son she would say don't sell my home.


Wouldn't that be wonderful if someday my grand daughter's would go on a road trip with me.

That will probably never happen, but I can dream.


I guess we will sell this house and move and when we moved here I thought this would be our last home, well things change and I just need to be happy and I can't living here anymore. I need to get Coy well and believing he will be, need to just find out the problem. We love our home and have put a lot into it to make it comfortable when we get really old and can't get around very well. Plenty of open space and wood floors to role a wheel chair on. I remember how mother struggled with her chair with so much furniture and carpet, until we ripped it up and went back to her hard wood floors.

All I want to do is cry today. A wimpy day as Sue says. Nothing specific, just sad.


Well I know I have done a lot of rambling today, forgive me, I have just got a lot on my mind.


GOD BLESS ALL