WIPED OUT

Had 3 Dr. appt yesterday. Coy had to see his skin Dr. as he does every 3 months now, he has so many. He froze 3 more on his face. I had to see my knee Dr. everything is OK. Cant stay on it a lot but as time goes by that will get better and better. I can already walk better without tiring so easy. We also went to Coys sleep center be be checked, they changed his medicine for his legs so he could sleep better. He jumps and jerks at night sometimes. They think this will take care of it and he needs to wear his c-pap machine but he don't. I hate to keep telling him what he needs to do, he gets so angry and says OK, Ok, Ok when he knows he will not. . He really does some strange things sometimes. Looking for things in strange places. Putting things where they don't belong.
Anytime I need to use something I have to hunt it because he never puts it where it belongs.
We was so wiped out we went to bed early. Spending a whole day in LR and going here and there will wipe an old person out.
Sometimes I get so fed up with him, but then I remember God gave him to me 52 years ago , for better or worse, although I dont think we repeated those vows, we just said I do. We was married by a JP. Cleaning up his messes, always a mess on the floor, he eats walking around, I tell him to use a paper plate or a plate of anykind, but it is like talking to a stump. He makes the awefullest coffee messes, you would not believe.
He never zips his pants, I have to watch that all time. A dozen times a day he wants to know what day it is, what medicines he is suppose to take, even though he has planner made up, I try to see to that, and keep his bottles put up, will not keep a calendar of his own, like the Dr. said. I hardly ever get a good night sleep.
I don't feel like doing his stuff and mine too and hadn't for a long time.
Life is hard sometimes but God knows all about it. He didn't say it would be easy or a bed of roses. Just worth it to keep living for HIM.