Maranda spent the night so we baked Kiefer cake friday night. She wanted to decorate it, so Saturday we decorated his cake thinking we woild have it about 1 pm but that all changed. Tony and Rochelle could not come until later after she got through fixing hair. I could not have cake and ice cream and not invite them too. I just cannot do things like that. So I told them to call about 30 minutes before they could come. I was making home made ice cream. Kiefer had been wanting some for several weeks. When he walked in at the door I wish I had my camera ready and on the door, the smile on his face when he heard the ice cream freezer going was worth it all. He was smiling from ear to ear. It was good, we put candles on his cake that keeps lighting. He was surprised when they kept igniting. I ask him if he did not have enough wind to blow them out. He finally realized what it was so he took his finger and pinched the top of them. I also told him I decorated it for valentine's day and I had put two little heart stick ups saying be my valentine on it. The ice cream and cake was so good. He ate 2 big helpings of ice cream.
Tony had called and told Maranda for us to come eat pizza with them about 4, I was undecided but since she was here and they was already at the pizza place, and she wanted to go. we went. It was OK. I am so up tight when I am around them. Trying very hard not to feel that and am a lot better than I was.
Tony text me last night and ask me if he could put our floor down, I wanted to ask if he knew it was me he was calling, but I didn't. I text him this morning and ask how much money we would owe him and he said nothing. He must have had a lick on the head lately. I wanted to ask why would you want to do this to someone you don't even like.
Nancy realized why he is doing this, he has that friend living with him now and wants to make out like he is helping us and paying us back. A big front maybe but I can always hope he is making a change toward us.
Should I ask why or leave it alone and hope for the best. I know God can change things.
They have put me through so much, I will never be the same, my nerves are shot.
GOD BLESS ALL
1 comment:
I say love it while you have it, Leave it alone. LOL
He may have had a heart fluttering at times, He has to know he is not being a grateful kid. (MAN) He has lots of hope. Lets give him that.
He is a good Man at Heart, He is just confused at times, wanting to do right but probably self loathing too.
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